That I should let go.

Maybe this whole Zen thing isn’t working out as well as I thought it would. All the welled up anger and hate is just gonna make me blow up one day into one major clusterfuck of rage.

Apparently, I’m too calm/nice/tolerant for my own good, and I should be more emotional.

I completely agree, but that doesn’t mean I’ll do it. I’m the type of person who eats my feelings until it explodes. Why do you think I went crazy? I was said to have violent, psychopathic tendencies. And by god I am proud of it. It’s what made me unique.